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My name is Shuwen
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I am Shuwen

I love photography, beauty, fortune, and worldly possessions.
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Simplicity is the ultimate sophistication.
Sophistication is part and parcel of life.
Life is like a book of unravelling mysteries.
My life is God's novel, God is the author of my soul.

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Christians aye?! Some typical group of people I can't help but to stereotype. How utterally disgusted I am to be in a midst of these dishonest and filthy bastards. I'm sorry, I really can't help it. I know it's a disgrace of me to mock at my own kind. Well, now you know my true colours and I don't care what you all think of me anymore. At least I am being true to how I feel and I had enough taking up all these shit. Why am I over reacting if you are wondering, well something happened. My colleagues, or do you want to put it as "non believers", they are perhaps different in this area: They had human consceince. They knew it was not a right thing to do. They were the first to know about it and this is how they reacted: "Hey, why such things happen? I thought church people are meant to be nice people?" "Exactly?!" The only word I replied as I don't even know how to answer them anymore. Two issues here. Firstly, I'm being contradicting because I am a Christian myself. Secondly, I just receive such a nasty treatment from those "sisters/brothers-in-Christ". So ironic, how more realistic can this get?

Before anyone come to some conclusion, stop and think about this. Why do I even bother blabbering so much about them? Why do I still insisting on staying around with these bloody ignorant jack-asses? Well that is all because I cared, I do still bloody cared that this is how I prone to get so worked out. I did my part, I endure all this shit for so long and I am still enduring. Despite of getting countless disappointments I accepted for who they are. But now I'm sorry to say this, you all gave me the impression of how low you guys are and I am very disgusted by all of you. I am sick and tired to see all of you faces and I wished you all stay far away from me. Thanks to all of you, I am having the urge to not go church because I still can't get over it of what you all did to me. It have been three days and just so you know, I do get pissed off with myself for not being forgiving enough. I uttered to God in my heart nothing regaring why this happened, or how much I hate City Harvest people. I had conscience, do you? Ask yourselves that.
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