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My name is Shuwen
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I love photography, beauty, fortune, and worldly possessions.
I adore fawns, bunnies, starbucks, and eiffel tower.
Simplicity is the ultimate sophistication.
Sophistication is part and parcel of life.
Life is like a book of unravelling mysteries.
My life is God's novel, God is the author of my soul.
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Monday, 10 October 2011 @ 22:14
On this day, God wants you to know...
That the great advantage of having nothing is that everything becomes a gain.
Losing everything is at the same time the scariest,
as well as the most liberating experience you can have.
When you have something, - anything,
you've got to protect it from disappearing.
And so worry becomes a resident in your heart.
When you've got nothing,
your heart overflows with gratitude for every offering you receive...
Coincidence?! I guess it's no longer a one sided thing which this time God is obviously speaking to both parties. My heart literally sank when I opened the app. I mean, What is God trying to tell me here? (Which I think it's quite obvious) But I'm like in a state of juggling between self-denial and accepting God's will. As much as I wanted to tell God that I would be more than willing to put His Kingdom first above all else, I'm actually doing it disheartenedly. It is depressing that knowing you loved someone so much and yet you have no choice but to part with the person because you choose to devote yourself to God first. Despite knowing that God allowed such things to happen, that gives me no reason to put all the blame on God. God is not at fault, the devil is not at fault, no one is at faut, and that's what it makes the situation so saddening. There's no blame shifting game whatsoever, so then I would tend to dwell in admist of my self-deception, unsure of the fact of when will I chin up and start accepting reality.
Run - Snow Patrol (Lyric interpretation from an anonymous user)
Run is about someone leaving a special person, but he or she is afraid of leaving them, because of the pain it will cause. He or she promises to be back with them as soon as they are in trouble of pain. The speaker does so by entering into a state of hopeless encouragement, ironically, telling the other party to 'light up, light up' and to be 'louder, louder'. However, admist this self-delusion, the speaker is aware of the unescapable fate that lies beneath, as seen from the phrases 'as if you have a choice', 'i understand why you can't raise your voice to say'. Therefore, all the speaker can do is to run and flee from the hopeless situation by deluding herself with false encouragement.
This song relates so much to my current mood now...
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