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My name is Shuwen
Shuwen is my name
I am Shuwen

I love photography, beauty, fortune, and worldly possessions.
I adore fawns, bunnies, starbucks, and eiffel tower.

Simplicity is the ultimate sophistication.
Sophistication is part and parcel of life.
Life is like a book of unravelling mysteries.
My life is God's novel, God is the author of my soul.

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I was reflecting...

Dear God,

Something's amiss.
What's that missing between him and I?
Ah! Now I know.
How could I have forgotten, it's You.
Oh, and I realised something, something terribly wrong.
I shouldn't think about You doing a work in me with him.
Rather, it should be how You want to work in me through him.
You're right God, all the doubts and questions about my life partner.
Does it all matters? Who are the ones that matters more right now?
Thank You for granting my stubborn desires.
All the topsy turvy had been an eye opening experience for me.
Apart from all the worldly wisdom I've gained about "love"
truly, nothing beats the love of an amazing God.

Do You remember how the time I once mentioned about balancing,
balancing between loving God and loving a man.
When you've fallen so much for someone it makes you blind.
It' like psychic, it's like being drunk.
That is definately happening to me now.
I no longer recognise myself, I'm like a foreigner to myself.
As promised, I should stop and let go.
I know I'm way too unstable to carry on before things get any worst.
It's time I revert my focus, it's time I get back on track.
Actions speaks louder than words.
Help me oh God to stop wadering, especially in that direction...

On this day, God wants you know...
that love has great potential to enrich your life.
But if you are just playing a role, pretending to love, it's only going to poison you.
Because you are teaching yourself that it's just a game,
and slowly but surely you will lose the capacity to open in love.

And it's simply amazing how God speaks...
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