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My name is Shuwen
Shuwen is my name
I am Shuwen

I love photography, beauty, fortune, and worldly possessions.
I adore fawns, bunnies, starbucks, and eiffel tower.

Simplicity is the ultimate sophistication.
Sophistication is part and parcel of life.
Life is like a book of unravelling mysteries.
My life is God's novel, God is the author of my soul.

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Sometimes I couldn't stand myself. Haven't you realise that my recent posts have been consecutively polluted with so many updates about my IG? Obviously you do, who wouldn't have notice that? I though this is rather lame, but yes, I'm gonna be blogging about my IG once again. Lol! Alright, I shall make this short and sweet. Okay, maybe not. Basically, I went to show my support to my seniors performing at some family carnival at Marina Waterfront. Initially I didn't know where the hell is that place and I panicked when I got out from the MRT station. But end up I still manage to find my way there. Ohh~ Why am I so smart? Okay, just kidding. It was suppose to be a bright and sunny day, but then it unexpectedly started raining, and then the rain stopped. Lol! Uhh... Why am I even talking about this nonsense?

Later in the afternoon, that dog. Opps! I mean my boss suddenly called me asking if I would like to work today. So I agreed, and I don't know why I made that stupid decision. Today's event is buffet dinner, no kick man! Whoo!! I don't know what's with the thing about ghosts, but this dog colleague of mine kept scaring us girls about it. He kept saying like he saw someone here, why the light turn off by itself, blah blah blah. And guess what, he got his own karma. He had an encounter with that supernatural thing when he went to the basement for a smoke. What a joke!

Feelings are unrealistic, it's all the deceptions of the mind! I was pondering if I should show my support to my seniors performing today. So after much contemplation I've decided to drag myself out of bed since I thought that it would be more convenient for me to go to church after that. I reached Marina Bay Waterfront and saw my seniors walking towards my direction from afar. It was quite surprising for me to somehow not notice that he wasn't there. Or rather, it seems that looking around for him wasn't the first thing that struck my mind. The seniors performance were supposed to start approximately an hour later after our meet up time. Unfortunately, there was a sudden heavy downpour and their performance timing was pushed back to slightly later. Meanwhile, this had given the seniors who're performing the extra sufficient time to run through their stunts. In addition to that, the delaying of the time had also allowed him to reach just in time to catch the performance. Actually, I've already knew that he would be coming down after overhearing from Rytha having a conversation with Shermaine through the phone. Apparently, I didn't reacted happily to the fact on his arrival, not even a single ounce of excitement overwhelmed me even when I had literally saw him in person. Oh, and by the way, who wouldn't be jealous when you saw someone you fancy being around with other girls? But this time, it didn't provoked my emotions whatsoever when he just shared an umbrella with Shermaine and Vicki while walking here, and the fact that all of them where drenched together and yet they were still jesting about it. He came here dressing up sloppily, as if he just came from a market or something. My impression of him somehow changed, and it's weird, like I've just gained a perception about his not so charming side. Soon the performance had ended and the rest were wondering were should they be heading next. Some of them wanted to stay to watch the following performances, whereas some went back to their separate ways. I decided to tag along with the clique who wanted to stayed on as I thought that I still had ample time before I head down for service. He was also in the clique, which I had to admit that that was partly the reason why I wanna tag along. As we assembled at the front section of the sitting area, there I was sitting a row behind him witnessing his fun and mischievous side as he teased shermaine and Vicki as well as his other peers. At that time, I suddenly recalled what coach once mentioned to us girls about the maturity of guys in Rx, and he, in some ways didn't really meet that cut. I was in disbelieve back then, but now I finally understood. I must say, his surface acting of his maturity during training times were too flawless. Too flawless that that must be the reason why I was so drawn to him. Right, I know I'm sounding a little fickle minded here where I might seem like I just had a major transformation in my impression towards him. Yes, people reveal their true colours sometimes, but that doesn't mean my feelings for him was all along a misconception. I was actually gloating in the inside when there was this point of time he noticed me isolating myself at the back as I followed the clique to grab some food. At first he was walking in front of me, and I guess that was how he just happen to see me walking all alone behind them when he turned his head around. He slower down his pace and walked beside me for a distance. He probably wanted to ask me the same question like what the others had asked me: "why you so quiet?" But I think he didn't want to interrupt me as I seem engrossed in watching the video recording, when actually it was all deliberate acting as I'm too shy to talk to him. There was also this moment where I need to leave halfway due to the last minute arrangement of turning up for work. I went to the table where the seniors sat wanting to bid goodbye to the four seniors, and all of them were like shocked about my sudden need to leave. Like anyone would had expected, they started asking me why I need to leave, why suddenly got work, what I work as, where's my work place, and blah blah blah. So, they gave a startling reaction wondering why the hell a girl like me go to a place like Tuas to work, and they started bursting out into laughter after asking lame question like "are you working at the checkpoint?" Lol. That marks the perfect ending of my time there. I'll never forget the attention I get from him, and the way he look at me when we bid goodbye.
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