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My name is Shuwen
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I am Shuwen

I love photography, beauty, fortune, and worldly possessions.
I adore fawns, bunnies, starbucks, and eiffel tower.

Simplicity is the ultimate sophistication.
Sophistication is part and parcel of life.
Life is like a book of unravelling mysteries.
My life is God's novel, God is the author of my soul.

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My life had been so hectic nowadays, yet I've manage to make an appearance here. That's definitely something I am rather be proud of.

This week was quite happening for me I should say, and I had been contemplating on some issues. You see, there had been slight changes in my life, especially when I'm trying to get use to the new commitments I've taken up. Okay, I don't really know what to continue writing from here. Here's a little brief reflection about my week.

16/05/11:
Early in the morning having to drag myself to school, I can easily predict that the day ahead would be bleak. Like you know, Monday blues? Ya ya! It happens all the time. No big deal. Today I am literally deprived of food and water, and I manage to survive even when I had Cheer leading(IG) in the later part of the day. I had just experienced a very exhausting training yet I was like a Camel during break times. The whole thing ended at around 10 at night instead of the usual 9pm.

17/05/11:
Thank God it's Vesak day. I didn't really gotten ample rest by wanting to stay at home the whole day thou. However, I replenish myself with good foods. I went to my godma's place to have fishball noodles, and in the evening my dad brought the whole family out to dine at Jack's Place. No offence, but I seriously felt that whatever I've consumed had not been satisfying. How disappointing.

18/05/11:
Wednesday blue. I'm completely still in yesterday's holiday mood. I had IG in the evening and boy, PT had been vicious! Today's training had been quite different from the past two trainings I've attended. Venue it at forum W1 instead of the Agora hall. I so not use to it, and I honestly hated the venue. The size, the lighting, the noise, etc... Argh! There isn't any stunting today thou, we started learning about the basic hand movements during cheering. I skipped meals and did not hydrate myself again for the whole day. Training ended at 10pm.

19/05/11:
I decided to head down for IG senior training, so I starve and did not hydrate myself again. Apart from the guys, the 3 junior girls including me turned up. I was glad I came, the motivation you have when you do PT and stunting is different. Speaking of stunting, we girls benefited in getting the exposure of trying out extension prep. It gives butterflies in stomach at first when I gave my first shot, but I slowly find it rather interesting when I've gotten the hand of it. Training ended at 10 plus, and I had duck rice for supper!

20/05/11:
Finally, I thought that I could go home early just for today. Besides, faci actually ended class at 1435. Who would have expected that? However, I don't know why on earth did I chose to stay back till at night just to attend some astronomy talk that gives that damn 2 CE points. The talk ended at around 9pm, and I was rather contended as I've already manage to attain 4 CE points just for today alone. I thought to myself that that at least it isn't that bad, it's not as if I need to stay back till 10 plus 11 again. However, to my dismay, apparently I stayed back in school till 10 plus 11 again for some song recording with my other three classmates. Thus, I obviously skipped meals again.

21/05/11:
NYP(Fusion)&RP(Rexaz) Cheer leading exchange. Started early in the morning at 10am and the whole event ended 7 hours later. It was a fun filled moment, and there were no PT and stretching! Yay!! After that we're suppose to head down to a senior's place at Tanan Merah for steamboat session since it's Rexaz day, but I chose to skip it and head down to service instead. Service was awesome! Pastor John was preaching today and he speaks about "expectations." Straight after service I went to Esplanade rooftop to find some of my classmates for some CE points thingy. I went for some song recording and it took 3 freaking hours to get it all done. I'm so freaking thirsty as a result of that, plus the cheer leading event I had before. Unfortunately, I never bring water, and neither did I bring along some cash out. Or rather, I actually gave all I money away during offering time. LOL! So I'm like living in a desert, feeling so worn out and sweaty yet I still got to enduring through the thirst throughout the whole day. I am actually so dehydrated that my lips were literally very dry where you can see the cracks and dry skins coming out. Thank God that I have a friend who works at Starbucks nearby. I manage to get myself a cup of free coffee. Yes, I'm replacing coffee as water to quench my thirst. How pathetic was that! But still, I'm feeling very thankful. So when my friend passed me the cup coffee, I gave him a friendly smile and my lips started bleeding. The blood gush out so much that my friend gave that stunt look and he immediately passed me a piece of serviette. After that, I took a bus back home and I reached home at 11pm.

22/05/11:
I went to work today. 4pm to 12am. The function had got to do with some member's relative 85th birthday, so it's a VIP event. Damn it! Initially I had no intention of wanting to turn up for work since I've started schooling. If it wasn't because of the pay I haven't collected during the previous time I worked, and also for the $2 I have to fork out for every IG training I attend, I would be at home now resting and need not create a lie as my mum supposedly didn't allow me to continue working.

My mum is suspecting me of not eating well, and I don't want to make her worry anymore. Besides, I don't think I'm doing something pleasing to God either, despite I'm sick in the head to say that I'm happy "torturing" myself. You know girls, they like to do anything to loose a few freaking pounds. I should stop my nonsense, I really should!
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